Everything Kate

It’s been a rough few days.  Lack of sleep because kidlet isn’t sleeping well has taken it’s toll.  I’m realizing the scariest part of being a mom is the struggle to keep your own identity.  I have days that at the end of them, I’m so tired I can’t even remember what I like, what I do, or anything else that identifies me as me.  That’s one of the worst feelings in the world and I promised myself I wouldn’t let that happen.  It hasn’t happened permanently and I still promise that I won’t lose that battle.  But, it’s a tough one. 
Does this battle get easier as kids get older?  I’m so busy saying “Calculators don’t belong in the dishwasher!” that I forget what I was doing/trying to do.
On that note, motherhood is the worst case of ADD ever!  If scientists want to study any area, there are millions of us Guinea Pigs out there that would gladly take a bullet if it meant a miracle pill that gave us our memories/sanity back. 
Anyway, I gotta go figure out what I was doing before I sat down here……….I’m so close to hiding my own Easter Eggs it’s not even funny.